HOW are you so amazing? I just do not get it! This should not have been wonderful but it WAS. It SO WAS! And okay I just every time I read your excerpts I never GOT what you were writing and now I GET IT and it is SO PHENOMENAL my brain isn't working or maybe I'm just hungry because now that I'm done reading this I can actually go eat lunch and I was WAITING until I could finish this because JESUS it was good. Sure this is incoherent but I don't care and just, for the real: do not ever stop writing. Ever.