I hate mondays

* I am all over the place. J and I spent half the night battling off Myrtle, who likes to nest in my hair while I sleep. Which in turn makes me whimper pathetically and that wakes J up and then J throws her off the bed, and then it starts all over again. I swear I threw her off about five times last night myself and finally gave up and scrunched into a ball so she could have my pillow.

* I have abandoned my AU, which is sad, sad, very tragic and horrible, because I'm 26 pages in already, but I believe it really, truly sucks and needs a tremendous re-write that I'm not quite in the mood to do.

* Weird marriage fic is puttering along. It's John's POV, which is always harder for me to write, but in some ways kinda fun, since I get to use "cool" and "awesome" a lot.

* Oh my god, I suck.

* Is it just me, or has John gained muscle mass this season? He seems less lean and stickish. I can see it in his face, too.